With your coming of time in the year I find this part so difficult to comprehend. So much has been achieved but at the same time, nothing at all.
I write lists upon lists of things that need doing but end up too tired or too busy to make time to get them done. I look back on the year and although I have so many memories it feels like I have nothing to show for it.
Each day I’m reminded of something that happened a day ago, a week ago, a month ago, a year ago and sometimes those memories warm me and make me laugh whereas the others make me scream and want to claw all of my skin off.
Now you’re here I want to be reminded of everything good that’s happened this year. I want to let go of anyone or anything that’s hurt me and understand myself a little more.